Moving On
October has been a difficult month for me this year, and it’s not even over yet (though nearly). But I sincerely hope the hardest things I will encounter this month are now behind me. October began with some rockiness in my personal life. Now, three weeks later, I can look back with clarity and see that what happened was for the best. But at the time—well, I was a mess for a little bit there. And then, one week after my personal life had been turned upside down, the school called the foreign hire teachers into a meeting and informed us that they wanted our decisions about whether we wanted to renew our contracts at the end of this year or not soon . Like within the next week, soon. Last Christmas, I had decided this would be my third and final year living in Guatemala. I felt the time was right and I would be ready to return to Wisconsin after this school year. But then eight months later, I came back here after summer vacation, and I was reminded about everythi